Ever wonder what your life would be like if...? Well it really doesn't matter. You chose the path you're on and there's a reason you decided to walk rather than run or drive rather than fly. Right now, you're exactly where you're meant to be, doing exactly what you're meant to be doing, and doing it with exactly the person(s) you're meant to be doing it with.
Cheers to RIGHT NOW - no matter how happy or crappy because this is where you NEED to be.